Hypocrites

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Sometimes,

hypocrites are not only smile outside tricky inside.

But,

hypocrites are

smile outside,

cry inside.
They won't show sorrow and pressures on something which will make them crying.

They think that won't pay for attention.

In other words, they reflexively hide the inner pressure from people.

Even their close people.

So,

you who have inner bond with someone,

usually have known that real and fake smile is different.

Though it looks honest,

or even the laughter is so hard,

Will ever not be known that it's real or fake happy expression or just covering personal problem.

Except..., yah..., who have been able doing telepathy unconsciously with them.

Must be realizing that everything is fake.

Just an escape.

And, usually, if have realized, there are two possibilities;

First, let it be like that.

Waiting for certain time to ask.

Surely not too long time.

Who will be asked usually not expect when they are asked.

Second, change attitude.

Surely immediate realize that what have been done is actually making hypocrite be in piles and more,

and the endured inner pressure becomes tighten.

So, be careful of these hyprocites.

Very more-more-more dangerous than tricky hypocrites.

Tricky hypocrites could be a stabber and create any crimes happily.

But, this hypocrite...

The more they get pressure...

the more they surrender...

on everything...

on life...

"Why must I live, be born, be there in world, if should get all of these things to walk on?"

Pressures.

Pressure that always keep being faced.

Moreover they are the type that won't express feeling to others,

even the closest friend.

Think that, it must add the problems,

or useless indeed if being expressed.

Then have a mind about finishing way like in comics...

One and only way that regarded as greatest and the most perfect from all ways existed!

Suicide...

Oh, yeah!

It's better than carrying non-stop pressures, it's better to die.

If living will keep getting hurt, tortured, pressured, tired, exhausted, covering all lies.

If die, will feel nothing, won't it?

Calm.

Peace.

ROOMY.

All about him, her, them, problems, and all pressures will be gone,

without printed remains,

and at the time they are going to do it without anyone is there,

they remember some goodness from the torturer.

Ah,

but, isn't it all only lies?

I received so won't get it more.

What if I rejected?

A while,

"Thanks" and "experience" also "wisdom" are obviously useless! Only lies!

Bigger tortures are going to come!

The same.

Receive it forcedly.

God...

What's Dad and Mom's failure to me? Why should I be punished with these tortures?

They said, life is like rotated wheel;

Sometimes on the top with joy,

sometimes at the bottom with sorrow.

But, why do I feel like stroke-car wheel?

I forever am at the bottom with tortures and pressures forever control me.

What?

No answer?

It's okay.

I will find the answer 'there'.

I want to ask the answer directly from God.

I promise heartfully,

will not regret for any answers He gives.

If only it's too late to regret,

I will pay by giving happiness for my loved persons,

who at first is sad for my leaving.

Keep calm.

I'm already with God, ain't I?

So, free to ask everything to Him.

That's the request and final words from the hypocrites.

Unrealizedly, they also ask for God to keep other hypocrites like them so won't do that idiot act.

Enough just them.

They want God erasing all tortures which fall.

All hypocrites like them.

But, they want God to erase the pressures itself.

They want God put it away only by prayers.

Yet, it's impossible.

God want His people make effort.

And effort they see on people this time just create a surrender to do the thing like them.

Yah, at least, that is prayer for all hypocrites in the world;

Lift all sadness, tortures, pressures, and problems only by prayer,

since all efforts are useless indeed without realize from torturers.

Wish the torturers open their eyes.

Once more, only by prayer.

And, finally, the hypocrites leave peacefully,

with last hope that the tortures accept the leaving and not regretting their failures.

But, realizing all they have done this time to the hypocrites,

even the tortures are not human.

Solve-Problem God,

please come with right way.

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Koyuki Uzumaki (C) January 31st, 2014